I remembering it hurt, hearing her voice hurt. I am talking about my ex girlfriend here. Every time she calls I feel like an old wound is opening up again to be hurt - not the hurt of a wound though, an unexplainable feeling - and keep me thinking for I do not know how long. It feels like getting over her all over again every time I talk to her.
I do not know what's happening in her head but this is what's happening in mine. I've been planning on living outside the country for six months now and I've finally saved up for my living expenses in the Arab world until I get a work permit there. This decision of living out of the country has everything to do with this ex girlfriend of mine. I've thought of changing my number but then I've got about five hundred contacts I cannot change it over night, though breaking up with someone is a legitimate reason enough to change your number for most people.
My ex and I have been separated for some years now. Thinking about it makes it seem like moths ago. I know folks reading this would be like move on get another girl and you'll be better. But all it takes is for me to receive that one phone call and I am back to the bottom again. Most times I wish drinking was legal and I'll drown all my sorrows of her along with the memories of her. The sad part is being sober again and would have to return to the bottle and end up with a drinking problem.
I'm looking forward to traveling out to hopefully sharja, where I'll learn the Arabic language more and the. Work there for a while. I'm not sure if this will help me but this is what I want to do and hopefully make a better person of myself.
The feeling I have for her is undying. I have no idea but it feels like she's still that kryptonite. She does put me in order. I guess I write on the feeling I have for her books long but the fact she said their won't be us anymore tears me every time. I really hope... *something selfish *
Friday, December 13, 2013
Tuesday, April 26, 2011
The rock star weekend!
hi friends!
THURSDAY NIGHT
as y'all know my weekends start Thursdays, and whats better than starting off a weekend with some sabulu & jik! hehe!
i called up my cousin that night & we went to the "e-Lounge". as on our way there i tried some stunts on my toyota condor, tried doing burn out buh the car was too big for that! maybe hamza should advise me more on that... i don't try hand brake turns because i don't like liying on my side even in bed! :| .
so, as we arrived the lounge, for the first time in my lounging there i got a parking space in front of the lounge & i confidently parked in the slot quickly, not aware of whats up later! buh thats for later...
we headed towards the door, as usual the bouncers there are know their buoy! so it was a easy inn! so we "min nasti pillil mai" - this is for u maya! :D - i picked my favorite spot next to the DJ, holla'd at a waitress & she brought us the flavor menu with a lot of tempting flavors. i would have ordered my usual but my cousin was there so i ordered something nu! i picked the honey flavor and the night begun.
i had my usual ashton wells bottled water & my cousin was up for some nu non alchohol.... he went for it!
as the second night out with my cousin so i decided to do somthin' nu! :D #devilSmile across the floor were some gwags t'nero & we were on our A-Game so whats more than to hit on 'em #shhh! don't tell!
.... okay im now tired of typing! buh what tha heck...
so they fell how could they resist the #alumniSwag of mine & a college swag of my cousins! anyways so as the night went on i couldn't brag about it on twitter nor bb, i took it out on my friend and washman 'abore' hehe! he wasnt in town! :D #evilSmile!
so the crazy night went on... before we knew it, it was 1am & it was a retiring time... the plan was to get some sleep before the subh prayers!
so we rounded up with pins & numbers & we were oscar mike!
outside the lounge & there was an e500 parallel parked to my car & i couldn't get out of there, i actually couldn't move a muscle! :D ...this delay took us about an hour at the parking spot till 2am ish! after he came out we hit home!
FRIDAY NIGHT (club hopping night)
i slept all night from last night xhaustion, buh i made it to the juma'a prayers!
i went back to sleep and after refilling my fuel tank - sabulu! -
later at night abore called me up, there's a birthday party at a-class lounge at a hotel in wuse. so we ron-de-vou'd at his crib and we headed out for the lounge. it was a "major time" as abore will call it! we were there for 3-hours partied hard with some chicks and the birthday girl! & we out. and for the first time i was about to go to the "club taboo" in wuse II, i felt like a VIP cause a friends friend was having her birthday party there so she left our names with the bouncers~ so as we arrived there, we were like yea! that's us, so we entered the place and were there for like an hour ish... & we were out!
next on the hop list was aqua, so we headed for the Sheraton hotel ...
SATURDAY NIGHT (the house party)
the party starter abore called me up for some majors at apo legislative quarters, now that was a true major time.
i met abore at the gate of the legislative quarters and we headed to the house... it was a basic house party that look'd like a college party.. there was swag, sabulu, drinks, & red bull! errything was on check buh there was something wrong with the party! there was no shisha! #smh so i called up CP & kwanuks to spice up the party with my pot and with some really nice flavors - cappuccino & chocolate flavors. i met some crazy people at that party man! it was #epic #lego
so we spent most of the night there and later went to another party at e-lounge it was a major major time! i had a good time, & now i'm tired of typing! :D
ciao!
THURSDAY NIGHT
as y'all know my weekends start Thursdays, and whats better than starting off a weekend with some sabulu & jik! hehe!
i called up my cousin that night & we went to the "e-Lounge". as on our way there i tried some stunts on my toyota condor, tried doing burn out buh the car was too big for that! maybe hamza should advise me more on that... i don't try hand brake turns because i don't like liying on my side even in bed! :| .
so, as we arrived the lounge, for the first time in my lounging there i got a parking space in front of the lounge & i confidently parked in the slot quickly, not aware of whats up later! buh thats for later...
we headed towards the door, as usual the bouncers there are know their buoy! so it was a easy inn! so we "min nasti pillil mai" - this is for u maya! :D - i picked my favorite spot next to the DJ, holla'd at a waitress & she brought us the flavor menu with a lot of tempting flavors. i would have ordered my usual but my cousin was there so i ordered something nu! i picked the honey flavor and the night begun.
i had my usual ashton wells bottled water & my cousin was up for some nu non alchohol.... he went for it!
as the second night out with my cousin so i decided to do somthin' nu! :D #devilSmile across the floor were some gwags t'nero & we were on our A-Game so whats more than to hit on 'em #shhh! don't tell!
.... okay im now tired of typing! buh what tha heck...
so they fell how could they resist the #alumniSwag of mine & a college swag of my cousins! anyways so as the night went on i couldn't brag about it on twitter nor bb, i took it out on my friend and washman 'abore' hehe! he wasnt in town! :D #evilSmile!
so the crazy night went on... before we knew it, it was 1am & it was a retiring time... the plan was to get some sleep before the subh prayers!
so we rounded up with pins & numbers & we were oscar mike!
outside the lounge & there was an e500 parallel parked to my car & i couldn't get out of there, i actually couldn't move a muscle! :D ...this delay took us about an hour at the parking spot till 2am ish! after he came out we hit home!
FRIDAY NIGHT (club hopping night)
i slept all night from last night xhaustion, buh i made it to the juma'a prayers!
i went back to sleep and after refilling my fuel tank - sabulu! -
later at night abore called me up, there's a birthday party at a-class lounge at a hotel in wuse. so we ron-de-vou'd at his crib and we headed out for the lounge. it was a "major time" as abore will call it! we were there for 3-hours partied hard with some chicks and the birthday girl! & we out. and for the first time i was about to go to the "club taboo" in wuse II, i felt like a VIP cause a friends friend was having her birthday party there so she left our names with the bouncers~ so as we arrived there, we were like yea! that's us, so we entered the place and were there for like an hour ish... & we were out!
next on the hop list was aqua, so we headed for the Sheraton hotel ...
SATURDAY NIGHT (the house party)
the party starter abore called me up for some majors at apo legislative quarters, now that was a true major time.
i met abore at the gate of the legislative quarters and we headed to the house... it was a basic house party that look'd like a college party.. there was swag, sabulu, drinks, & red bull! errything was on check buh there was something wrong with the party! there was no shisha! #smh so i called up CP & kwanuks to spice up the party with my pot and with some really nice flavors - cappuccino & chocolate flavors. i met some crazy people at that party man! it was #epic #lego
so we spent most of the night there and later went to another party at e-lounge it was a major major time! i had a good time, & now i'm tired of typing! :D
ciao!
Thursday, May 20, 2010
My Reflection Papper at AUN
CC: Hansen
i never go to write a reflection paper in Hansens' class so am writing one on me blog.
*the past 4 years*
eesha (chairlady), ameera (princess), lazo (sheezle)....
come on guys we just got accepted into AUN!
lets stay for a lil while more...
i remember the day of me registration went through the admissions guy and i thought i was the last (906155). then came Juwon i guess he was the 156 :D am glad i wasn't the last person to register on the rude bouys of the fall semester! hihi.
another memory is my CIV101 class with chupsy (YB) . all the common room sleeping and the Prof. browns boredom and all!
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